Episode 5: Will she return?
When I started this series, I knew that I didn’t have much dating experience, but I knew that what I had to share was meaningful. I knew that I’d eventually have more to tell, so I was just excited to share current experiences.
And, here you are, tuned in, and I appreciate you.
I need to be honest with you: I need a break from dating. I barely did sh*t, but that was a lot for me, especially coming from a peaceful three years of not dating.
When I think about my life right now, I actually cannot fathom a m*n in it. This may be reversing everything I previously said, but I truly don’t think it is. I am still very much open to dating, but I don’t want to put energy into seeking it. I am just not in the mood to actively pursue something.
You can point the finger at me and call me a liar, I don’t care. I know that I said I was participating in dating bingo, but I am actually not going to do that. I’m going to do that for what? For content?
I love to write and I love creating content. I just don’t want to put energy into dating solely so I can have content. I’ve learned a lot from these dating experiences, and will take that with me moving forward. However, it truly solidified for me what I already know is true: m*n are trash.
That will always be true, but here’s what I’ve learned from this experience:
It’s okay to let your guard down - it’s probably best that you let them know you like them
I’m not a casual dater (I already knew this, but this really solidified it for me)
Stand your ground and be about it
I also now have more an understanding of what I’m looking for in a m*n when it comes to dating. As much as I’d love to tell you what I’m looking for, it would turn this post longer than it should be. Just know that I have high standards; I’m not afraid to admit that. I know exactly what I want, and I refuse to settle for anything less.
If something falls at my feet, I’d genuinely take it into consideration. So, if anyone wants to set me up, then by all means. I’m open to it - you can message me.
I just need to be completely honest with you, and myself. With that said, I will see you when I see you! And just know that when an episode drops, you won’t want to miss it.
xoxo,
kaels
too bad ain’t me <3
